Mam, Today we relived your nightmare. It broke our hearts all over again. I don't quite know how I feel about the verdit no matter which way it went nothing will ever bring you back. Angela kept her promise Mam and we are all so proud of her as I'm sure you and Dad are. I think it's time we let you rest now tho and for us to build a life without you here. I just wish I'd brought you home when you asked me to. I promise you with all my heart I thought you'd be better and back home eatting cake and drinking tea Never in my worst nightmares did I think I'd lose you. Look after baby Harry for me Lots of love to you all always xxxxxxxxxxxxx